I sit here today, pensive, feeling the angels around me. Their energy always gives me a great sense of peace and acceptance. They are coming in closer more frequently.
I have felt a need for more, more than I am currently doing, more depth and meaning to this spiritual path. I feel this depth creeping toward me, slowly as not to send me running in the opposite direction. It feels strangely comforting. I feel a rising within, slowly toward the true divine.
Those things that once sated me previously have served their purpose; they have ignited this new energy, new desire and knowing that it is time to move forward , come to a deeper understanding of being.
This being is familiar, I have been here before. It is time to get back to the purpose. I feel a need to say or do something, but I cannot quite find the words or actions as yet. I hear it is not time, patience, it is coming.
Over a period of time, I have overcome many things. Trust of others was a huge thing, I did not trust humans, I no longer concern myself with this, I have come to trust my knowing as always, controlling the intuitive me so that I did not live life constantly feeling others thoughts and feelings. Recognizing of that which is placed in front of me was intended.
I know that the divine is within and all around, I have never questioned my knowing nor have I been swayed from it. I have felt secure always in the promptings that have come, I am however left to find my way with them and only ever feel settled when I have come upon the answer on my own doing.
The divine is with and within us always, the feeling of guidance or knowing comes from the voice of the soul that is directly connected to the source of divinity.