I haven't been doing well today! I'm trying to act brave about this and not doing it very well at it! The realization hit me about a moment ago! I started ing in happiness and sad! I need comfort! I've been praying all day! I can't stop ing! I'm happy because I have you! No way to tell or express how this makes me feel to have you as my s and friends! You could never know and I can never express! Thank you and I love you doesn't seem enough to tell all of you! I'm sad because I don't want to leave yet! At some point I'd like to meet you and make beautiful memories together! Laugh til we cry and love with all our hearts and souls because you're all beautiful to me! I can't think of anything else to say!