life at it worst...

during this past year my hubbie moved out and left me alone to fend on my own..it has been really rough but doable,after the initial shock of it all and the madness lifted for the first time i years we talk and listen to each other we are respectful of each other.which is some thing we did not have in Marriage.we celebrated his b/day as well as mine together..as well as the holidays..MY daughter and her b/fr broke up after being together for over a year..i learned to love him like a son.although i was very angry many times about the way he treated my daughter...but that to has been solved truth be told she treated him equally as bad..his sister now lives with us since she had no where to live after their Mom;s death..she helps me a lot since my health is falling through depression and anxiety..xmas day my cat died,,then last week my dog dies nd i can
t get over him.i had to make the decision to put him down as well,he was quite ill but u would never know..he was always happy..wagging his tail and all..and with my health issues all of his urination all over the house was killing me shampooing every day and changing my bed x 3 daily..i am about ready to call this whole life thing off myself..struggling over finances is rough and i am supporting all of these people on my small income and to add insult to injury daughter brings home b/fr to live and then tonight when there was no rent to be paid by him i told daughter he had to leave..she said they would both be out no later then MOnday to them i say dont let the door hit you....i need meditation and spiritual...lo healing..fast...love and light to you all..blessings