The White Flower

Born on August 26 · Female
The White Flower
Orientation
Straight
Job
Smurfett
Spirituality
Spiritual
ABOUT ME
Of his brother, Dalí said, "...[we] resembled each other like two drops of water, but we had differe...View More
The White Flower
Sarayai, how are you dear ? Much hugs ߤ
Sarayai
[x=31490]The White Flower[/x] Aww I am Great Sweetheart...:grouphug:....Hope you are too.. Sending you Beams of Love across the Channel..lol.....here is a song for you...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wWZ-72dB5ZY
Just a typical night out in the Uk...:happy:<3:flowers:
The White Flower
No you didnt did you ? ߘ
Sarayai
no its not me..wish I could sing even half a note lol..
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Hi Rylan, hows the weather? Been lacking motivation big time. Hope you are well.
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rylan
hi White Flower...
weather is wet and cool, might get some snow showers tonight, spring in the NE US is more called mud season for a reason...
me also, struggling to staying motivated in a world/setting where i am like out of sync with the dominate dark flow, a dark flow that i do my best to not suppo...View More
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Sarayai
Your writing is prose poetry and I Love it.. :flowers:<3
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Thank you :) a compliment a day keeps the sadness away ♡
Sarayai
:grouphug:
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Sarayai
:flowers:<3
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You know what made my day ? I saw a bunny Rabbit
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evelyn burns
Always being there for you
Supporting you
Listening to you
Cheer you up when you are feeling down
Sharing your friendship on a equal level
:beatingheart:
Zufriedenheit
Have so many friends on different levels, but EVERY single one of them add something unique to me. So this is tough, but I like the thread of thought.
1- Gives from within: All of us have a special unique gift, knowing what your gift is and being willing to share it with others. No matter how i...View More
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Jaana from Finland
Shoot.Hmm...do you have friends nearby to ask hooks from?Usually people have loads of them stashed away...every new place has its own model so they might have the ones you need?
Jaana from Finland
I got 2 big boxes of them from my sister-in-law when I moved in here...did not need those, wrong kind...and she asked for those boxes some years after...she knew I can't use them.I said I threw them away.Just found them in the cellar the other day...whoops.
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Yeah, see IM so oldfashioned I went to a shop the otherday, mom got me shower hooks, my curtains dont have that type of a Ribbon so IM just keeping it positive :) so I dont have any ppl on my still friends list, so I stick with the I Own too Many curtains ߘ
Jaana from Finland
Curtains are a drag.I don't like to deal with them at all...I do it only when its an absolute must ( = seldom)
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So true. I have Venetiam blinders so curtains are just to look more like home :)
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So again no sleep. I hear this beautiful memo in my head, that demps the noise.In a place where I felt happy. Long time ago. Thats kinda rare. Most ppl are a-holes.
Jaana from Finland
I don't think most people are ass---beep
We are what we are...each on our own
The White Flower
So I was born in a co-operative world. Thats why this version takes time to adjust... But yes I guess we are on our Own. So banging the drums...
Stacey Sarakinis
I hear ya White Flower...me too. This is not the world in which I was originally from for sure...yet here we are, so I try to make the best of it and dance to the beat of the drum :)
Janette Giffin
I agree with you The White Flower! That's why my affinity is mostly with animals, and I keep my circle very small.
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Thanks for the request
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Sarayai
:grouphug: your writing so often has tremendous beauty! <3
Graham Stewart
Like Sarayai, 'tremendous beauty' but also a rawness. From the depths of your soul, it says so much!
Thank you for sharing <3
Jaana from Finland
She writes as it is, no decorations.She is a strong soul with a woond.Just adore her rawness
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Can I have this tattooed on my wrist.. Like note to self.
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Primal
a dog person i new made a jersey out spinning dog hair together..What she found was when wearing the special dog hair jersey too a dog show... All the dogs growled and barked at her..Some of those dogs new her, dogs that normally would wag there tail at her..
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Yeah, then again I never was a dog show person, it's like a shopping mall to me.
Once the animal is dead, you can use it, how else youre gonna buikd violin for example ?
Primal
I dont think it has anything to do with going to a dog show... yes she lived and breathed it.. She was a dog breeder ..of Collie's.. I was just letting you know what happened.. So if when you are out in about with your new beanie and you find your self in the presence of a hostile dog or dogs. You ...View More
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Thanks for the reminder :) yes badly trained dogs are always unpleasant.
Dog is Suppose to be a guardian, not a machine or the extension of a peni*.
Primal
:haha:yes she was an ol gal who liked too make out she run the show
:happy::rainbow:
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So my toilet Seat is named I DO. Can you imagine that..
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Sarayai
XOXO Hope your car is fixed soon Love..
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Thanks. Got the Keys. Lying on MY bed listening the plumbing sounds with Coke n smoke. Tried to Unpack, but it feels like I have too much. I had a goal, I lost motivation.
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So its kinda warm. Trying to be calm, it was a noise of monkeys in my head. It could feel like this, still hurts in some parts of the body.
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Sarayai
LOVE..XOX
Jaana from Finland
:grouphug:
Shanti
Oh yeah those monkeys - gotta love them. :grouphug:
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❤️
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Sarayai
Aw Thankyou sweetness! <3 [x=31490]The White Flower[/x]
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So after a deep dark phase I'm finally excited about something ! So thank you thank you ❤️ If I ever see you in this lifeOr the next, well let's say one fine day things started happening again IM so ...View More
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Sarayai
I am excited FOR you Love.:happy:.Trust your Joy!!...<3<3<3
Luv ~ 11:11
Yes! Sometimes we have to go through those low periods. It makes us enjoy those high periods so much more.
The thing we must do is to remember when we are going through the lows, that we are to just keep going and flowing and realize that the low times do not last. Eventually you will flow right b...View More
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Thank you. I still hear a lot of lower vibes, but hey looking up like a Lady ;)
evelyn burns
so happy for you :beatingheart:
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Jaana from Finland
Doctors told me it would be best for me to not work...but to run after benefits and money...would make me loose my mind.So I continued to work.So far so good.
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Morning ߙ
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Luv ~ 11:11
Good Morning from the Sunshine State! It's going to be another beautiful day in paradise! Love, love, love the Sunshine and warm air! :sunflower:
The White Flower
Great to read that :) I am wishing for a Sunny spring and I dont mean the car lol
Mr. Happy
Good morning! Have a lovely day :)
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Thank you Happy :)
rylan
morning, i have horses in the barn finishing their morning grain, i have horses outside the barn waiting their turn...
and yes, water for chickens is likely frozen and needs replacement...
coffee is ready...
morning...
Passer by
:grouphug:
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Just writing about insurance and how to sell background :)
Jaana from Finland
:blowkiss:
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Thank you for the request
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Jaana from Finland
There is a book called Sitting Bull.Very thick, close to 1000 pages...but its beautiful story of a culture that was forced to die.It is about Sitting Bull...he's youth, adult age, and...of times, when White People came and his death.It really is worth a read.
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There's also a book called bury my heart at the wounded knee. Never read it, but its a story of a tribe.
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Hows the little one ? :)
Jaana from Finland
I have...it is a good book...but the one I mentioned is deeper...it paints, well for me it did...a wide view of the beauty of that kind of life.
Little one is well.Oh she's so...my heart bursts just to think of her...
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evelyn burns
:beatingheart:
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What's on your mind?
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Luv ~ 11:11
Love :beatingheart:
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Good morning. May the stars shine in your eyes
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Sarayai
I see them shining in yours...<3:stars::happy:
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Hi sister, Im watching big cats.
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So graham, Pantera.
Graham Stewart
White Flower, Heavy, heavy!! :punk: Not heard any of their music before,, just had a wee listen... are you a fan?
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Just about the data, I love big cats on telly. I'm sort of a all kinds of musics fan, but I rarely go to concerts. I have like the sense of a wild cat, so you can imagine what happens when I go to a gig, the sounds starts to twist and roll and weird shit happens to musicians lol
The White Flower
I mostly have to demp the energies with cigarrettes or medicine. :)
Sarayai
have you watched Live animal cams.. My son and I watch them a lot.. SO awesome..XXOXO
Sarayai
http://explore.org/live-cams/player/african-animal-lookout-camera
Graham Stewart
I to love big cats, I love all animals, but big cats are up there. The tiger is my favourite, such beauty. You look into those eyes and your lost. The cheeta for grace and downright speed. Leopard, also for beauty, but also strength. The lion for it's sense of community, family, and intelligen...View More
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Oh, Tiger is a pretty dangerous cat, you cant go near if you carry any anesthesia. It can be your best friend or eat you for supper. I like Jaguarilla attitude, it mostly stays independent and if it doesn't want to be seen by Humans it wont :) It has a good nose for any mischief.
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Graham Stewart
Yes, I missed out the jaguar. Must have been hiding indeed! :hehe: It has amazing stealth as you say. Moving through the jungle like a shadow. :-)
The White Flower
Lol. Yeah. How to put it nicely. There's an age limit to that :)
Graham Stewart
Age limit.. don't know what your talking about! :haha:
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Sarayai
Immense LOVE Sweetheart...
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Cindy
<3
Vinod Verma
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Cღrine
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The White Flower
Oh my, that is so beautiful. Thank you. Its very rare for anyone to post Anything for me. Thank you dear ❤️
Sarayai
Aww you are SO welcome Love :grouphug:
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What's on your mind?
rylan
hi...
my mind, well now that you ask...
trying to figure why i got all pissy this morning...
woke up to two feet of heavy dense wind blow snow to deal with, dumped most of my coffee when i hit into the first snow bank, managed to get the plow truck stuck, the person running the snowmobile groomer whose...View More
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Oh, I hope things will work out and you get to skii. Somedays are lowvibes some not. Try to remember that inspite of the negative, there are others like you.
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Please cure sicknesses.
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Sarayai
LOVE...
Lori
For highest and best
Stacey Sarakinis
<3
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Sarayai
<3
Cindy
:grouphug:
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About beliefs and when they end. If you had a choice, what belief system would be the solid ground on which you stand, that would not hurt you or your family whatever happens. That would share your wo...View More
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Cindy
When it comes to my personal beliefs i choose who to share this with. Not because of "them", but because i don't think there is much sense in sharing my inner thoughts with someone when "we" are not on the same page. It's like carrying water to the ocean.I accept the people around me as they are and...View More
Cღrine
This is a recognition of feelings
Like Cindy, I will also select to whom I show my deepest feelings
It's a learning process, entrusting your feelings, your true I AM
...people will never complety understand it ....
because others are not YOU
A person may sympathize, but never feel what you feel
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rylan
beliefs, seems we have somewhat of a choice, somewhere within the spectrum from adopting an already existing belief system to totally creating our own belief system from scratch...
existing belief systems tend to be some version of the dominate fear-driven mindset matrix that we seem to be in, so to ...View More
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They told me what I eat is what I sing to. I dont sing and probably will stop eating if this doesn't end.
Mr. Happy
I don't care much about "beliefs" - I either know something, or I do not. For me it's all in Perception, Knowing and Intent. :)
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Lol. Yeah we have a long history of baby lon me some moneys :)
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That is different than a contract.
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I want to have a good life. It seems impossible. been through the stories now I dont know what would I want anymore other than normal life. I worked as long as I could. Not much to be eager.
Sarayai
:grouphug:
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Hi sister. I hear honkytonk women :) cant sleep much.
Sarayai
Haha!!..going to get some :zzz: now!!! <3
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Sarayai
<3
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What's on your mind?
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evelyn burns
new opportunity. [x=31490]The White Flower[/x] whats on your mind ?
Luv ~ 11:11
"Everything & Nothing" :)
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A quite moment.
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Shanti
What a wonderful plan. <3 Thanks for sharing. It it sure to unfold just as you imagine. :rainbow: :fairy:
Sarayai
So fabulous to hear!! :happy: :rose:
evelyn burns
i wish you blessings on your new home [x=31490]The White Flower[/x]
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Sarayai
This is such an uplifting and positive blog ..so much Love as you emerge as the beautiful Soul you already are!! :grouphug:
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A poem for mi sugar spun gael,may your days be filled with blessings,may your nights be without fears,and when it rains you know its meBecause you were born the same day as me.
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Sarayai
aww I am immensely touched Thankyou so very much Love..:beatingheart:
you are not rain to me.. but a Wild
and Beautiful White Flower of a Sister
Love you...:grouphug:
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evelyn burns
so beautiful [x=31490]The White Flower[/x] let your light shine
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Sarayai
Love you ::grouphug:
Barb Peterson
Thank you for your raw authenticity dear dear beautiful gal...through each n ever unwelcomed outside imposed shaming/selfish actions of others, it is seemingly natural to isolate in one's/our quest for self-preservation of our most loving tender SOULS! Yet ever knowing deep deep within that we are n...View More
rylan
hi, hugs, what a share...
i understand what it is like to hate the boy side...
the world is at the edge of the fires of resurrection due to how hyper yang/male the aggregate mindset is, total yuck, agree...
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Thank you for Helping me show that there are so Many different versions, thank you for being with me and letting me show change. Lets build a better future if it is possible.
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If something would happen, its because my vegetarian diet with awakening is considered a risperdalia needing "psychosis" by western medicine. So scared. The medicine stopped my wellbeing in 30 minutes...View More
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marri yanada
no one can MAKE you do ANYTHING
Christian Wiese
Most of the things you say ring true ... yet, why don't you turn the perspective around and tell us what you like instead :)
marri yanada
Touche [x=28488]Christian Wiese[/x] postive thinking is better than negative.....................w hat we give out we attract back to us [x=31490]The White Flower[/x] ok?
marri yanada
What I focus on expands..................focus on the positive and love <3
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Intelligent people and exchanging ideas, vegetarian foods and good books.
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Jaana from Finland
<3 I pray for sunshine and good things for you
Cindy
:grouphug:
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Thanks dear, girls need Dreams, Sometimes one kind act is a million miles away and never forgotten.
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I love telling stories :) I have loved so much in my life and so very distant.
Jaana from Finland
I have also loved distantly when young.Could not handle anything on the skin.That way I saved my emotional life, kinda put in in the ether so it existed, but did not act upon it,because I could not do that at the time
Cindy
Sometimes it is better to love from a distance then to have a broken heart <3
The White Flower
Oh it feels like he's always with me in everything I do, he'like thedarkness in me, so sometimes I wonder what I do when I seem to have no likeminded people, even the wizard needs to be cunning, we are sooooo old, ask yourself who do you run to when the world falls apart, and you might find your hea...View More
Jaana from Finland
I know who I would run to.Tracicly, I open up like that only when its really really messy and hard.He knows it.He knows my secret
Spiritual Networks
[x=31490]The White Flower[/x] what if I said that YOU are an EARTH ANGEL? You might think you're F____ed up and lost at sea, but you are an example of the Awakening. Layers of Ego are melting away and that does not happen overnight. BE PRESENT and most of all continue to BE LOVE! :kisses:
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Sometimes the darkness is very difficult to face and it will hurt a lot. The only thing that matters is how beautifully you saw their souls in the middle of a devastating time phase. Maybe you saw something in them they havent seen in them selves. All I know is how good and how bad it can be there a...View More
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Thanks, I will. Because of the good things that made my life worth it :)
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evelyn burns
there is life after hell, i know i have experienced it. And all i can tell you is, it does get better and when you are ready, you will feel love in a way you deserve to be loved. But first you have to love yourself. I wish you love and healing, that you may grow and be loved :blowkiss:
The White Flower
Thank you Evelyn, I am trying my best as usual.
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So how does it feel to be the princess of the world. No home no cigarrettes, no sleep, used from childhood ? All you ever hear is not good enough. They lie.
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Christian Wiese
keep going ... you can do it <3
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Thank you Christian ♡
Mr. Happy
All we all have are just stories. Dreaming. :)
May Wakan Tanka guide your path.
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Bus stop kinda reminds me of forrest gump.
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letting it out this way is good and your colour co-ordination for what hurts is amazing. You are a very intelligent and wonderful person. If you want to talk, then friend request and then pm me. I would like to understand the reason for your pain, as i think we might have similar experiences :beatin...View More
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evelyn burns
you stand up to it, survive it and help other people who need help :beatingheart:
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Thanks Evelyn, it's always weird, when you wake up after a "good night sleep" as in when you have seen weird sexual dreams that equal hell, then you wake up and everything is not where you left it. You just know that someone is messing with your life. By this time, I know who can I trust, and which ...View More
evelyn burns
You are not alone with family problems, i too have been outcast and it wasnt my fault, they have even stopped talking to my daughters and to him his granddaughters. They wont accept responsibility, so they put the blame on me. Do you know what, they are not worth my time or my daughters time, they j...View More
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Yes, wonderful reminder, we deserve better. I should be able to forgive, sometimes its a very hard and mature thing to do, to write helps me a lot. Some of the best moments in your life cost your life and then theyre gone. Thats very sad. Trying to explain to someone that you have to do something, c...View More
evelyn burns
i understand, i feel the same way, but you have to embrace life and accept the beauty in it. You will trust the right person when they come along and feel deep connections that are good for you, when you are ready. There is a lot of good people in this world, sometimes they are hard to find, but by ...View More
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I hope so, I have seen pretty horrific sagas. Wishing for the better. Sometimes the "fault" is not in you, youre just in the wrong crowd, so what I like to do is to watch the buildings and smell the old beautiful things that havent been destroyed. It might have cost me my life, but that city was onc...View More
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Oh there's a wing that Burns on my back.. :)
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Sarayai
Love your new name :blowkiss::sunflower:
Jaana from Finland
Nice to read...you sound almost like a French lady...they also have this same pulse and flow.
Jaana from Finland
I used to clip/cut my own hair for years..worked a while at hairdressers as a teenager and she taughed me.Too lazy now.
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